My Story

Hi there! My name is Hannah, and I'm a mom of two beautiful boys—one here on earth and one in heaven. Growing up, I always envisioned a bustling family gathered around the dinner table, sharing stories and laughter. But for me, the journey to motherhood was filled with unexpected twists and turns.

Infertility became my unwanted companion for over a decade, casting a shadow of uncertainty over my dreams of motherhood. Month after month, I faced the heartache of negative pregnancy tests, each one feeling like a dagger to my soul. The hope I clung to between tests gradually eroded, leaving me adrift in a sea of despair.

Then, after years of trying, the unimaginable happened—I saw those two precious lines on a pregnancy test. The joy and disbelief I felt were overwhelming. It was a moment of pure magic, confirming that my dream of motherhood was finally coming true. But that joy was short-lived, replaced by unimaginable grief when I lost my precious angel all too soon.

The pain of that loss was indescribable. It felt like the universe had played a cruel trick on me, offering a glimpse of happiness only to snatch it away. I was left feeling hollow and incomplete, as if a piece of my soul had been torn away.

Somehow, I found the strength to carry on, and try again. And against all odds, I found myself pregnant again, navigating a pregnancy fraught with complications and uncertainty. The journey was long and arduous, culminating in a premature birth and a harrowing NICU stay that stretched on for over 3 months.

Bringing my son home from the hospital was a momentous occasion, but it was also just the beginning of a new chapter filled with challenges. As I watched him grow and thrive, I couldn't help but wonder about the baby I had lost—the one whose absence was felt in every corner of our home.

Out of that pain and longing, was born—a tribute to my angel and a beacon of hope for other grieving parents. Through meaningful and heartfelt miscarriage gifts, I hope to offer solace and support to those who are navigating the turbulent waters of grief and loss.

My journey has been marked by heartache and struggle, but it has also been imbued with moments of profound love and gratitude. And as I continue to honor the memory of my angel, I am reminded of the power of love to heal even the deepest wounds. May your love for your angel heal you.

All my love,
Hannah M